obessed much?

Marriage....Why do have the overwelming desire to get married, it is because i have found the person i want to get married to? why am i unable to just enjoy the way things are like he does, he dosent seem to dwell on getting married every second of the day and everyday i see people who are getting married, wedding pictures or even ads for rings it brings back that incredable longing, like i havent had food for weeks, its a pain deep down and i just want to crawl away and hid instead of facing that he isent asking me! and i dont think he isent asking because he dosent love me or he is to scared, i think he is scared yes, as everyone should be i just dont think he really thinks about it, not like i do. not this longing to have him stay, wake up with him in the morning, make him breakfast and come home to me after work everday day, watch erik and sit with us when its time for dinner, i just want him to be there all the day, i'm done with this dating stuff, i'm ready to move on, i'm ready to be married to him. so what do i do until he is ready, until he finally asks..do i just wait and try not to think about how much i want it. i dont want to spend a lot of money, i just care to be with him, whats the point in waiting any longer if we know, and theres the questions...does he know i am the one? does he know i am who he wants to marry? and if so, whats the hold up?