dreams

I've been having some pretty messed up dreams, due to pregnancy hormones more then likely. Last night's dream was this. I died in child birth, but then I came back to tell Erik I wouldn't be around anymore and he put his head in my lap and cried and begged me not to leave him. I can't even type this down without starting to cry. But maybe writting down these dreams will help me to remember that they are just dreams. I don't have premonition powers. They do feel extremely real, but it's just a dream.