The bad girlfriend

oh so i'm the bad girlfriend? i'm the bad one huh, yeah that makes alot of fucking sense, because you were the one who would just come over and pretend that you werent intersting, and just tease making me feel like shit, like i wasent even good enough for your attention. and then you just left to go take care of your friend and then told me you call me back and then never did, fuck being a bad boyfriend, what kind of person just dosent talk to someone, i would have atleast told you it wasent working out and not just pretending like you didnt exsist. what a way to break your old habits, bieng an asshole. i guess once and ass always an ass. just go fuck yourself you redneck, illerate, discusting cowboy. your always be alone because you have no idea how to treat a good women.

I'm being haunted

forever haunted by the pain you put me through. those words keep going through my head as a sit in my bed at night hearing creeks and groans, protests of the floor boards or my dark thoughts. i cant escape the feeling of being watched, judged by you. why wont you leave me in peace, to live and just for the moment to sleep. isent it enough to have hurt me then, but to creep into my thoughts at the quietest part of the night, to consume and slaughter all other thoughts from my head. why, why haunt me, why not let me forget you. i only want to sleep.