I'm being haunted

forever haunted by the pain you put me through. those words keep going through my head as a sit in my bed at night hearing creeks and groans, protests of the floor boards or my dark thoughts. i cant escape the feeling of being watched, judged by you. why wont you leave me in peace, to live and just for the moment to sleep. isent it enough to have hurt me then, but to creep into my thoughts at the quietest part of the night, to consume and slaughter all other thoughts from my head. why, why haunt me, why not let me forget you. i only want to sleep.