Monday, August 30, 2010

the greatest thing you'll learn is to love

wow, Mitch did it, he really purposed to me. Friday night was my monthly game night planned, i had been planning it for a month. it was just time for everyone to get together and play games and have a good time, apparently around this same time, mitch bought a ring, and wow what a beautiful ring it is. Anyway, a lot of people where there and we were playing the game of things, and i was stuffing my face with chip dip when the question was read, things you wait for, and one answer was "marriage purposal" and someone, i dont even know who, said mitch was that you, and he said yes and gets down on one knee and pulls out a little red box with my most perfect ring inside. Apart from trying to swallow chips and throw myself at him at the same time i managed to say yes, then he calls erik over and gives him a ring pop and asks to marry him too, of course erik said yes and sucked on the ring pop the whole night. It was amazing, everything i ever pictured, it was so touching that i still want to cry just thinking about it, and i cant stop looking down at my now bejewled finger. I keep thinking it was all a dream because thats how perfect it was, haha i'm sure the next year is not going to be perfect, what with figure out adoption and finding a place to live and orginize our wedding, but i couldnt be more excited for all of it, i want to get started right away, i'm ready for my new family.
and i just want to say this
Nick you stupid jackass, you were totally wrong, about me, about erik and about everything else, you are not the only man who would have me, because i found one who will not only have me but loves so much for exactly the person that i am, fat rolls, weird shapped butt and all my flaws. I only hope we can do the adoption without getting you involved, but if we do i can now say that i can look at you with complete indifferance, you don't matter to our life anymore, and the things you have done to both of us arnt worth thinking about anymore.
And to my soon to be husband, i love you so much and i cant wait to really start our lifes together, all the fights and make up sex and even hallway sex. you are my perfect man, and i really believe we are made for each other.

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