Around this time, every year. I think how horrible i'd feel if i had a nephew, or niece somewhere that i didnt know about, some little kid who shares my blood, maybe my features that i dont know, that i cant take to get icecream, that i cant buy a christmas present for. And then i start to feel really bad that Erik apparently has 3 aunts and one uncle, and 2 grandparents that dont know he exsists, all because I way too much of a coward to let them know. Anything can be found on the internet, once he was born i should have wrote them a letter, i should have let them all know. I was so scared what they might do, look at the person they raised, a person who would abondone the women he knocked up because "if i didnt want it, i shouldnt have to pay for it"
I wonder if he ever feels bad around this time of year, probably not
I wonder if he will ever tell them, probably not
I guess it dosent really matter now, Erik and I both have a true man now, who wont leave us just because life is diffacult, and who will be there for us no matter what.
I just cant help but feel guilty
Friday, December 21, 2012
Tuesday, October 23, 2012
man crushing
Sharing my thoughts about one of the coolest people. My favorite author, hands down, no doubts. Brandon Sanderson. He is my Doctor Who. The way he shows up and picks me up in his machine, which is bigger on the inside of course and takes me away to some far off land in space and time and we have some wonderful adventures. By the end, when its all done i'm sitting there wondering how can i possibly go back to my mundane life with all the things you've shown me.
His writing is really that real. I crave it, i cant get enough of it.
Anytime i hear a fantasy fiction fan has not read at least one of his novels i am automatically appalled and insist that they must read at least one, but they will not be able to stop at just one.
Brandon Sanderson picked up finishing The Wheel of Time, of series of books that took a mans entire lifetime to try and get done, which he was sadly unable to do. But here comes Sanderson not only seamlessly picking up where Robert Jordan left off, but at the same time paying homage to Jordan's wonderful world and characters, but making it better. Making the action more intense more interesting and more real.
I eagerly await every line you write Brandon
His writing is really that real. I crave it, i cant get enough of it.
Anytime i hear a fantasy fiction fan has not read at least one of his novels i am automatically appalled and insist that they must read at least one, but they will not be able to stop at just one.
Brandon Sanderson picked up finishing The Wheel of Time, of series of books that took a mans entire lifetime to try and get done, which he was sadly unable to do. But here comes Sanderson not only seamlessly picking up where Robert Jordan left off, but at the same time paying homage to Jordan's wonderful world and characters, but making it better. Making the action more intense more interesting and more real.
I eagerly await every line you write Brandon
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