Butterflys

wow a guy. that says a mile right there. a guy who is talking to me. who has yet to ask anything sexual, even though i have hinted of my sexual past. wow a guy, a real guy. i dont even know what to think. what does he think of me? i have no idea. maybe i dont want to know. i'll just go over what i want to happen in my head. or maybe i shouldnt, i have no idea.
god i love the feeling of uncertainy having a crush brings! like when the crush first starts out, before they try to get in your pants and make you feel dirty and used. when you hope they are what your looking for. butterflys they call it and i think it fitst he discription well. butterflys.
Short blog i know, but i'm to scared to tell people yet becaues it might jinx it then he will leave like they all do. but i look forward to any knew developements this brings, we will see.